Well, it has been almost a month since I last blogged. I guess it is because I have been so busy that blogging hasn't been so important lately. Other things have become more important. Every day just gets better and better. Gilly and I have been dating for almost two months now. Its sooo crazy that it has been that long already. It's amazing though. And I don't think I have ever been more in love in my life than I am right now. Things are perfect. I have pretty much forgotten all my problems. Its like with Gil, I just don't have any problems. But of course, the difficulties in life still exist. Still not talking to mom or any more of my family. Saw mom at the grocery store about a week ago while I was with Gil. We both looked at each other...but neither of us spoke to one another. And that was it. Other than that, nothing has changed. But I am finally ok with that. Mom's birthday is actually this month, on March 18th. Kinda wanna see her, but if not, that's cool too. I shouldn't have to go out of my way to make an effort into this relationship if she doesn't want it. I have only grown closer with Gil's family though. I think his whole family sees us staying together for a very long time. And Gil and I have been spending pretty much every day together. I now go to Baker every single weekend with him. I used to go so that I would somehow feel closer to mom or so that Id somehow see her. Now, I go because I look forward to spending time with the Ravans. Like I said, I don't dwell on my problems as much anymore. Yes, they are still there but I just don't care as much. This week is going to be awesome. Going to see Gil on Wednesday, hopefully go to the beach sometime this week, and we are going to help my aunt paint this weekend. And I can not wait til May!! Hopefully going to Louisiana with Gil and his parents for a week. Can't wait!!! Well, guess that's all that's new right now. Will blog again soon.